The One with the First Blog Post

Can I do that? Can I steal title ideas from Friends? I guess I'll go with it.

Welcome to my first blog post! I decided to start this blog because I had a really awesome day as a teacher and wanted to chronicle it. A wonderful instructor I had in college, Mrs. Alexander, always told us to write things down. This way we can see ourselves grow and never forget that we were once new.

It's an incredible thing to be a new teacher. They are definitely not lying that it is a whirlwind of emotions. You can go through a series in a matter of minutes, hours, days, or maybe weeks. I have filtered through sadness, anxiety, happiness, bewilderment, utter joy, depression, and a serene contentment. I'm sure there are others, but that's what I remember from the past couple of days. :)

One of the things that is always looming as a new teacher is this:

am I good enough?

I ask myself this every day. I've been working on text and graphic features with my kids, so I illustrate the question as such for a purpose. It's this small, nagging question that never goes away. Sometimes I wonder if it will ever go away. There are moments where I feel like, "yeah! I totally am!" Others, not so much. I guess there's really no way of knowing. No way that will satisfy me at least until my kids are old enough to verbalize whether I impacted their trajectory in life, and trust me, I just might track them down to ask.

"Excuse me, Bobby? Yes, from what you can recollect of your first grade year and this 5 point scale I have constructed, how would you rate me as a teacher?"

It may work. Until then, I'll just have to fumble through, learn from the hard parts, and make myself better for them.

*tires screeching* Hey, let's get back to the good day, shall we? So I passed through a couple of  (self-proclaimed) milestones today.

1. Introduced a new call back to the kids. What I love about my kids is that they feel a part of everything I do when I explain the teacher logic behind it. I explained that some of the things we've already done are called call backs and that I found a new one. Cue GASP! "Scooby Dooby Doo..." "Where are you?" They loved it. I was just happy that Scooby Doo is still a thing. (Side note: Even though you may start out young as a new teacher, you start to realize that the generation you're teaching may not be aware of your childhood joys.) They progressively got louder with their response throughout the day, so that was hilarious to watch unfold.

2. They are mesmerized by me singing.  I'm not saying that I'm the songbird of our generation. I'm just saying that 6 and 7 year old ears think that I'm the next radio star. All I do is sing my countdown for them to transition and it's like the next best thing since sliced bread. (Will they even use that phrase when they're adults?!?!) "Ms. K, you should sing all the time." "Ms. K, you should totally be in choir." Children, stop. But go on. But stop. They crack me up.

3. I made an ocean wall. You read that right. It's not the most teacher-y constructed wall, but my fabulous teammate gave me the resources and this is what we put together. I cannot wait to see their faces when they walk into the room tomorrow.

4. We got to discover together. So, as you may have gathered from my ocean wall, we are studying ocean animals right now. I'm walking my kids through conducting research this week so that they may do it themselves next week. We collectively decided to study the Megamouth shark as a class. If you are not familiar with the Megamouth shark, there's not much information on it. It was discovered in 1976 and less than 100 have ever been seen. Perfect for in-depth research, right? Actually, it kind of is! The mysterious element really draws the kids in AND I don't think any of them has heard/seen anything about them before. I found this fabulous page on the Megamouth shark today that we explored. You can find the link at the bottom of this post. I have never studied the Megamouth, so this was a new adventure for me as well. We watched videos, we expanded on our schema, discussed the differences between various sharks, and straight learned. It was one of the most fun moments I have had teaching. And all we did was explore one web page together. It wasn't planned to sit there for 45 minutes and do it. I'm sure other teachers would frown upon my use of time. "They weren't moving!","They had no part in the web page!," etc. But you know what? We got to discover together. We had fun. That seemed worth it to me. 

5. I made a big, little step on alternative seating. Today I had our AMAZING custodian (Gary, for the fans out there) help me take the legs off of one of my extra tables. I bought a cheap carpet at Wal-Mart and put the table on top of it. Simple, right? It's just so exciting. Tomorrow I'll make it available to kids who want to sit on their pockets and work during certain times of the day. The next step is to buy yoga balls for seating and look into standing tables/desks. I have so many different needs in my room, and I think this is a good step for them. 

Ignore the mess behind it. 

6. My kids were fabulous. I mean really, really fabulous. I don't know how to explain it. I just truly felt like a teacher today because my kids flowed, my teaching flowed, and it made a cloud of greatness. We were able to use M&Ms during math (for education purposes, of course), and no one ate them before they were supposed to!! If you know first grade, that is truly impressive that no one ate one preemptively. We had a great writer's workshop time, read to self, and Daily 5 rotations. My small groups did amazing retell work during our time together and my spur-of-the-moment tech use really paid off. I had some special smiles today from kiddos too. I saw a smile from a kid whose dad surprised him for lunch, a smile from a kid who was taken to the office for a GOOD phone call home, a smile from a kid that I complimented who went and adorably whispered to his friends that I did, and a smile and bonus hug from a kid who said that I hadn't had one in a while. 

Image courtesy of the wonderful Doceri app. Poor finger handwriting courtesy of me.

Stick around, fellow newbs. It's worth it.

Ms. K

Megamouth shark link: http://sharkopedia.discovery.com/types-of-sharks/megamouth-shark/